by Goda | Apr 4, 2020 | Hawaii
April 4, 2020: I participated in the World Meditation today. Bob, Hayden, Pueo, and some other people were there. Stone came along as well, and it was so much fun. I meditated on ACIM and once I got past 10 minutes, I got into the zone, where I almost felt scared, as...
by Goda | Apr 2, 2020 | Hawaii
April 2, 2020: I moved back to Cinderland today, and I did feel at home, but at the same time, I felt a lot of sexual energy come up. It seemed like I was almost being pushed into a corner with all of the guys who were trying to hit on me and I saw Corey (the porn...
by Goda | Mar 31, 2020 | Hawaii
March 31, 2020: I had some intense perceptions of feeling sexualized come up while I was at the beach today and feeling as if setting my boundaries went completely unheard. I felt a deep sorrow come over me and quickly felt it was time to leave the beach. I had some...
by Goda | Mar 20, 2020 | Hawaii
March 20, 2020: I’m listening to Lana’s song “Honeymoon” at Kehena Beach. Life is good. I’ve been getting perceptions of every guy I meet trying to have sex with me, or at the very least, having romantic feelings towards me. There was a recent day on the beach I felt...
by Goda | Mar 13, 2020 | Hawaii
March 13, 2020: Today hitching in Hilo was awesome. It was Lui’s first time hitching so I showed him the ropes. It rained on us the whole day and we walked around 5 miles to get to Rainbow Falls! Eventually, it hit me that we can have fun no matter what apparent...
by Goda | Feb 28, 2020 | Hawaii
February 28, 2020: “One day, I will wipe away every tear and take away all your pain.” Revelation 21:4 As time goes on, I have been allowing myself to experience emotions as they arise. I used to cover everything up and play the game of denial and projection, but it...
