by Goda | May 10, 2020 | Hawaii
May 10, 2020: Today, I went to the Trading Post with Isaiah. I felt in a very playful mood and felt in alignment with Spirit and my childlike essence. There was an older man watching as I took a silly picture. He was giggling at me, talking to me about my mandalas. We...
by Goda | May 5, 2020 | Hawaii
May 5, 2020: It seems my pattern played out today. I found out Isaiah slept with Danielle right after I broke up with him and I got triggered and cried. He misunderstood the question I asked and accidentally told me he slept with her after. I put out a weird energy....
by Goda | May 4, 2020 | Hawaii
May 4, 2020: Rainbow dorm decided it would be awesome to have a rave party on Friday and it was the best ecstatic dance I ever went to. It was in the yoga studio, pitch black darkness. We danced so hard and we were just being kids, I think that’s why I felt so...
by Goda | Apr 30, 2020 | Hawaii
April 30, 2020: Isaiah and I were in the Holly a couple of days ago and it was right after Hope’s Wisdom Dialogues. I decided it was time to break up with him. I felt the vibe since before we left for Makalawena so I told him as we were eating spaghetti. He seemed to...
by Goda | Apr 25, 2020 | Hawaii
April 25, 2020: I experienced a variety of feelings about Isaiah the past few days. A few days ago we were in his hale and we just finished making love. We laughed and kissed. He looks at me as I’m laughing and goes, “Are you in love with me, Goda?” And I go, “Yes!”...
by Goda | Apr 22, 2020 | Hawaii
April 22, 2020: I feel I am so in love with Isaiah. I feel myself getting so high to the point where I feel woozy, head over heels feeling, and when I feel myself feeling blinded, I feel motivated to go to God. There was a couple of days after he asked me to be his...
