by Goda | May 27, 2020 | Hawaii
May 27, 2020: So I decided to sleep with Luke… I was laying down on this carpet at Serendipity and he told me how beautiful my face was, he says that a lot. I know I play these roles, but I really do have a lot of fun with that, otherwise I wouldn’t be doing it. I can...
by Goda | May 22, 2020 | Hawaii
May 22, 2020: Hope, Achaia, Leah and I went to visit Molly and a couple other girls on the other side of the island. I felt so safe and like myself around them—judgment free. Compared to the drive to Kona with Isaiah, it was completely different. I didn’t feel any...
by Goda | May 20, 2020 | Hawaii
May 20, 2020: “Will you still love me when I shine… from words but not from beauty…” ~Lana Del Rey. These lyrics hit home for me over and over again, yet as the days go on, the answer becomes more clear. Who is ‘out there’ that I am looking for to show me...
by Goda | May 18, 2020 | Hawaii
May 18, 2020: I made a sign for our dorm titled “BDSM Friendly” as I’m listening to my favorite Christian songs and my friends are high on weed. Daily reminder to have fun with the apparent things you find yourself doing! Crazy how much happens in one week of...
by Goda | May 13, 2020 | Hawaii
May 13, 2020: Any moment I’ve felt upset, the first instinct I have is to walk. Other times, it’s to run. Something about the sound and feeling of my footsteps on gravel, dirt, grass, snow and lava reminds me of the strength I hold. Strength of love, not of body. I...
by Goda | May 11, 2020 | Hawaii
May 11, 2020: I just came back from making out with Isaiah in front of everyone in the community kitchen. I was mounting him and kissing his neck while he was kissing my titties and we were about to make love in front of everyone until he was like, “Oh shit, we’re...
