by Goda | Sep 19, 2016 | Hawaii
September 19 2016: I decided to drop some acid at 7:30 in the morning and Ivan and I spent the whole day together. We got a ride all the way to Maku’u market, got fruits, veggies and some vegan lilikoi cookies! Then we headed to Pahoa town. I got us a beet smoothie...
by Goda | Sep 13, 2016 | Hawaii
September 13, 2016: I ended up moving to Gary’s for a little bit. He was an older man and often came to Cinderland to hang out. He hung out with Ivan and his friends so I figured he was a cool dude. Things got weird my first night with him, though. We had some...
by Goda | Sep 7, 2016 | Hawaii
September 7, 2016: I have been learning a lot about ‘special love’ relationships, becoming aware of my own special relationships that I’ve been creating. Just taking Ivan for instance, I would do more for him and I would give more to him. It wasn’t okay on my part to...
by Goda | Aug 27, 2016 | Hawaii
August 27, 2016: I had an epiphany that shattered my most prized belief. When Ivan was lying next to me, my mind was exploding with numerous questions and I started to think about ACIM. I thought to myself, Wait, illusions create nothing because there’s only one...
by Goda | Aug 18, 2016 | Hawaii
August 18, 2016: I’ve been reading “A Course in Miracles” (ACIM) and I’ve been feeling so confused yet at the same time I’m drawn to it. I had a couple of questions come up. I don’t believe in anything other than love, yet if love is all there is, then anything that...
by Goda | Aug 16, 2016 | Hawaii, x-rated
(X-rated) August 16, 2016: I have been randomly talking about having a threesome and I actually ended up manifesting one—whoops. ANYWAYS, it was a guy named Eric who I met last year and his girlfriend, Kat. They asked if I wanted to participate in a threesome and I...