by Goda | Jan 27, 2017 | Hawaii
January 27, 2017 Ivan has been really helpful in reminding me that we have a choice. We can either drop our frequencies and wallow in sadness or we can LOVE! The choice is always ours. I’ve also been learning that we are never the victims of our reality. We need to...
by Goda | Jan 23, 2017 | Hawaii
January 23, 2017 I’m beginning to understand that I am responsible for everything that I attract into my life. Yesterday, when I was at Sophias I had an epiphany. I realized I’ve been attracting a lot of men that offer me money to do stuff for them. First, Gary, then...
by Goda | Jan 3, 2017 | Hawaii
January 3, 2017: I was distraught that Ivan decided to go to a strip club a few nights back and I have been unable to let it go since. I started to think about why he went. I tried to keep breathing through it. I had to bring myself back to Truth over and over again....
by Goda | Dec 2, 2016 | Hawaii
December 2, 2016: Thursday, I was at Cinderland and Zion Knox happened to be there, so I sat behind him, embraced him, massaged him. I thought I was going to have sex with him. I only stayed for a bit because I made plans to go to the warm ponds with Lucas. I asked...
by Goda | Nov 30, 2016 | Hawaii
November 30, 2016: Monday arrived and I went on a date with Lucas, the hot surfer looking guy from Sirius coffee shop. I’ve had a huge crush on him. He took me out to Kalapana to see the lava flow. First, he showed me a secret beach where I found so many beautiful...
by Goda | Nov 27, 2016 | Hawaii
November 27, 2016: I went on an adventure with Daniel Winslow to Kona. Now we are on our way back to Hilo and then Cinderland. This is the moment I realized I was crushing on him, even though he’s Ivan’s best friend. I felt like I made the wrong choice by being with...