May 13, 2020:
Any moment I’ve felt upset, the first instinct I have is to walk. Other times, it’s to run. Something about the sound and feeling of my footsteps on gravel, dirt, grass, snow and lava reminds me of the strength I hold. Strength of love, not of body.
I look around at the vast fields, meadows, oceans, mountains, and I take a breath. The stillness I experience as I close my eyes and feel God’s arms around me is an unforgettable moment. The silence I feel when I look at the sun setting and the chill of the air on the nape of my neck reminds me of Who I Am.
I’ve been thinking about the PCT every day since I’ve finished… in gratitude for the memories that were made and in full gratitude for the memories I get to create while I’m here in Hawaii. As I find myself on the run, or the walk of a lifetime, the flowers remind me to take a moment to breathe in their scent. The water reminds me to cleanse my emotions and to go with the flow. The trees have taught me it is okay to recharge and take a break. The birds remind me that I am free to soar where my heart guides me. The lions remind me I am a wild woman and I am allowed to roar. The mountains remind me I can conquer anything and that I am all powerful.
Will I choose to have God guide me towards something I feel is impossible or will I give up and let my ego take over and run away from my perceived problems?
Hiking shows me that I can choose to be strong mentally because that’s where these perceived mountains/obstacles really come from—my own mind. Through hiking, I have been taught mindfulness and to surrender myself to God and have Him lead the Way. Most of all, the people I get to meet along my journey remain in my heart forever and all ways. Unforgettable people I call my brothers and sisters who are experiencing this adventure with me. The people I met from all around the world that hiked the PCT with me have taught me compassion, laughter, teamwork, and faith. I love you all and most of all… thank you for walking with me.
Any moment I’ve felt upset, the first instinct I have is to walk. Other times, it’s to run. Something about the sound and feeling of my footsteps on gravel, dirt, grass, snow and lava reminds me of the strength I hold. Strength of love, not of body.
I look around at the vast fields, meadows, oceans, mountains, and I take a breath. The stillness I experience as I close my eyes and feel God’s arms around me is an unforgettable moment. The silence I feel when I look at the sun setting and the chill of the air on the nape of my neck reminds me of Who I Am.
I’ve been thinking about the PCT every day since I’ve finished… in gratitude for the memories that were made and in full gratitude for the memories I get to create while I’m here in Hawaii. As I find myself on the run, or the walk of a lifetime, the flowers remind me to take a moment to breathe in their scent. The water reminds me to cleanse my emotions and to go with the flow. The trees have taught me it is okay to recharge and take a break. The birds remind me that I am free to soar where my heart guides me. The lions remind me I am a wild woman and I am allowed to roar. The mountains remind me I can conquer anything and that I am all powerful.
Will I choose to have God guide me towards something I feel is impossible or will I give up and let my ego take over and run away from my perceived problems?
Hiking shows me that I can choose to be strong mentally because that’s where these perceived mountains/obstacles really come from—my own mind. Through hiking, I have been taught mindfulness and to surrender myself to God and have Him lead the Way. Most of all, the people I get to meet along my journey remain in my heart forever and all ways. Unforgettable people I call my brothers and sisters who are experiencing this adventure with me. The people I met from all around the world that hiked the PCT with me have taught me compassion, laughter, teamwork, and faith. I love you all and most of all… thank you for walking with me.
