May 11, 2020:
I just came back from making out with Isaiah in front of everyone in the community kitchen. I was mounting him and kissing his neck while he was kissing my titties and we were about to make love in front of everyone until he was like, “Oh shit, we’re still in the kitchen.” I kept thinking to myself, Wow… this is what I’ve always wanted. To be in a relationship like this with a man. It had been my dream since I was around 10 years old… And now I’m like Wow… This is nothing compared to God. I don’t even mean it in a negative way. I just recognize it and feel.
I just came back from making out with Isaiah in front of everyone in the community kitchen. I was mounting him and kissing his neck while he was kissing my titties and we were about to make love in front of everyone until he was like, “Oh shit, we’re still in the kitchen.” I kept thinking to myself, Wow… this is what I’ve always wanted. To be in a relationship like this with a man. It had been my dream since I was around 10 years old… And now I’m like Wow… This is nothing compared to God. I don’t even mean it in a negative way. I just recognize it and feel.
Great are You Lord for allowing me to express through You.
God, you have been my greatest inspiration to create.
I feel Your Spirit with me through the melody of my favorite songs…
through spending time with my soul tribe…
through the space between laughing with my brothers and sisters…
through walking barefoot on lava to go see the stars…
the sweet, fairytale things that I feel with you throughout the day…
And then I get to express it through the tip of my paintbrush.
I love you, Jesus.
Thank you for all that you have revealed to me.
