July 1, 2020:
A few days ago, Clyde and I hung out in town and he took me to a painting/framing shop in Pahoa to get my mermaid picture frame. He wanted to print out another painting I had made last year. He was showing off my art to the workers and I felt like I was on the episode of the office where Pam had an art show and she invited everyone but no one came in. People were just casually walking by her art as if it wasn’t that impressive. Eventually it got late so she began removing the tape off her work, when out of nowhere, Michael showed up and he stood there in complete awe of her work.
His eyes welled up with tears and he goes, “How much for this one?”
And she goes, “You want to buy it?”
And her eyes teared up so much and she hugged him and said “thank you” as she closed her eyes.
And here I was, in what seemed to be a very similar situation. I was watching Clyde, as he’s in awe of my work and I’m thinking to myself, Really? You want to buy that one?
And he paid around $300 to have everything framed and I got teary-eyed as I observed his gratitude. And to make it even better the painting he chose was one that my mom said looked like absolute shit. I felt like God brought Clyde to me as a messenger to remind me that I am so loved and taken care of. That I am supported, and that I am appreciated. It’s like he came to show me my worth, even when I can’t see it sometimes. Or, I should say, when I’m making the choice not to see it. Thank you, Clyde. I will remember that moment for eternity.
Clyde has also been showing me how to let go of lack perceptions. A few days ago, he says, “I left my bike by the mailboxes and it looks like someone stole it. Seems like they needed it more than me, so I decided to upgrade and rent out a car, and I also decided to buy a new bike!” And that helped me step out of a money perception I was experiencing for approximately two weeks. I got scammed and gave someone $100 and I felt a lot of upset, mostly for feeling so naïve, but as soon as I heard how Clyde handled his experience, it showed me that there were new ways of looking at things. It felt like a seed was planted, and I was able to trust that there was always a better way.
A few days ago, Clyde and I hung out in town and he took me to a painting/framing shop in Pahoa to get my mermaid picture frame. He wanted to print out another painting I had made last year. He was showing off my art to the workers and I felt like I was on the episode of the office where Pam had an art show and she invited everyone but no one came in. People were just casually walking by her art as if it wasn’t that impressive. Eventually it got late so she began removing the tape off her work, when out of nowhere, Michael showed up and he stood there in complete awe of her work.
His eyes welled up with tears and he goes, “How much for this one?”
And she goes, “You want to buy it?”
And her eyes teared up so much and she hugged him and said “thank you” as she closed her eyes.
And here I was, in what seemed to be a very similar situation. I was watching Clyde, as he’s in awe of my work and I’m thinking to myself, Really? You want to buy that one?
And he paid around $300 to have everything framed and I got teary-eyed as I observed his gratitude. And to make it even better the painting he chose was one that my mom said looked like absolute shit. I felt like God brought Clyde to me as a messenger to remind me that I am so loved and taken care of. That I am supported, and that I am appreciated. It’s like he came to show me my worth, even when I can’t see it sometimes. Or, I should say, when I’m making the choice not to see it. Thank you, Clyde. I will remember that moment for eternity.
Clyde has also been showing me how to let go of lack perceptions. A few days ago, he says, “I left my bike by the mailboxes and it looks like someone stole it. Seems like they needed it more than me, so I decided to upgrade and rent out a car, and I also decided to buy a new bike!” And that helped me step out of a money perception I was experiencing for approximately two weeks. I got scammed and gave someone $100 and I felt a lot of upset, mostly for feeling so naïve, but as soon as I heard how Clyde handled his experience, it showed me that there were new ways of looking at things. It felt like a seed was planted, and I was able to trust that there was always a better way.