Today I spent the day with Cassandra. We went to Kehena for a few hours and opened up to one another. She is a beautiful soul and very easy to talk to. I had a lot of moments where people were talking to me and I was thinking to myself that’s me. There’s nobody else here. Cassandra ended up giving me a Reiki healing. You know what’s interesting? Everyone who has done Reiki on me stopped on my root chakra and told me I was holding a lot of energy there and that it needed healing. She told me it was the chakra of sexuality/insecurity and she told me I had a strong sexual energy. Then she told me several times it was time to cleanse, and to use the blood during my moon time to give back to the earth so I could heal the guilt I was experiencing for my past.
I would like to share some things Hope helped me remember.
-“Karma has no consequences, because nothing it can do is real anyways.”
-“If we feel like we need to be different from what we are, we’re going to project that everywhere.” This resonated with me about other women I find to be beautiful. I tend to see them and think, If only I could have those boobs or that hair or that talent. I come at it with the sense of lack. The projections come up in many many different ways.
-“Every time you tell somebody a story, notice that you’re telling them a lie.” Meaning, whatever story you seem to be complaining about, understand that it is a lie, because it never even happened. It was simply in your mind–a thought, an illusion.
-“Holy Spirit, please look at this with me.” Just a reminder to ask for help, ask Him for his hand.
-“The feelings are rising and passing just naturally. Embracing is what takes place when there’s not this following a habit of buying into thoughts, as if the feelings point to something that is real.”
-“You can re-believe the thoughts that caused it to manifest and then that’s what’s basically going to cause more of the same thing. Feeling it is neutral.”
-“Sitting with something with the intention of wanting it to go away is a WAY different energy than sitting with it in communication. It’s a completely different energy. There is no energy of desire for it to go away. There’s no desire for any kind of outcome. This is a very different way of feeling. If it’s feeling with the intention for it to go away, that is still resisting. The feeling is transmitted when there’s no attention to the thought that wants it to go away. The tension is going towards SEEING right now! You’re not stuck. You can identify with a thought that says you’re stuck, but you’re not anything that can be stuck.”
-“With Love as your eyes.”
-“The habit is to go into the thought, and try to resolve something. As time goes on, it gets more and more automatic that your mind begins to surrender for healing, rather than trying to find a solution in thought.”